Link :: 06.09.2006 :: 21:22
When all has been said (...).
Want to forget. Just not to remember. Want to sleep and to dream it`ll be better someday.
Return to old habits. I eat only for not to faint. I drink rarely. Mad for my look. Mad for food. Mad for my toughts. I`m mad to marrow of bone.
Soul-destroying.
In week two kilos less of me. So as to tomorrow.
Mental letharg.
I`ll relate how I cope with. I`ll come back someday but now I haven`t where.
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Link :: 31.08.2006 :: 16:17
Suddenly I`ve decided to arise. To exchange the aesthetics of words to the aesthetics of deeds. To promise not any more. Just to open eyes and to look. To silence thoughts. To kill off ruthlessly losing time. Incarnate primitivenesses. I rebel. It needs changes.
Reason agrees. Body agrees. Heart. It agrees. So it`ll be successful.
However.
Still like half-conscious, still half-closed eyes. Slowly. Full of distortions. I learn to breathe without choking.
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Link :: 06.08.2006 :: 10:51
Anxiety.
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Link :: 06.08.2006 :: 10:49
So many men. So little time.
It`s so hard to be just a girl. This time I want to be someone else. Someone that you need and desire.
Just love me.
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Link :: 27.06.2006 :: 12:44
Defeat force of desire. Want to feel the fragrance and taste. I'm anxious uncannily strongly. Crave nostalgically.
Cinnamon.
Practically what is more I need to?
And for him every figure is suitable. As long as only to satiate senses. To gratify thirsts. To plunge in nothingness.
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